9 MORE DAYS

Hey guys, I am 9 days away from 90 days Porn free!!!! I am still working on rewiring my brain from lustful behaviors. But in all, I don’t have any urge to watch porn anymore, I do not want to. I read books, workout and have more time to do things I like. But the biggest thing is the feeling of guilt and shame and disgust I used to have with myself. I carried a tremendous amount of anguish and hatred for myself and I thought of myself as so weak, because all I wanted to do was feel fulfilled and satisfied but I never did. Not doing it has brought a peace and calmness I have never known. If you are struggling please know you are not alone, that it is okay and that Jesus Christ Loves you. He helped me, I wasnt too far to be saved and you can be too. I love every man and woman who reads this, and I want you to know you will beat it. Do not give up on yourself if you relapse, dont tell yourself that you since you did it, it doesnt matter. The devil wants you to lose, but The LORD wants you to win. I will see you on day 90. Love- Jaylyn.