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Welp that’s it for me lol

Day 1
by Shawn Frederick
14 upvotes

Being addicted is so horrible. I’m mad I jerk off im sad I jerk off it’s fucking sad then on top of that I already got a shitty life my life is so shitty just constantly telling me I’m bad, I’m useless, horrible son, you suck at your job , your memory is shitty, your ruining everything for me, your just like my dad, when you help you make things worse, your a waste of a human, you need to die all these things people have said to and after they say all these things I’m bummed up my but dick got hard all of sudden then all the hurt goes away then I jerk off not even 5 seconds later the pain comes back and multiples I’ve been addicted since 12 all the way through 21 then I failed. This app tried it’s amazing app it does helped I’m to fucked i decided to take my life at some point this week. Gonna go to work like bowl laugh like normal eat like normal until I do something that’s not normal. Yall stay strong it does get better and the confidence you get once you get through it is amazing. See ya guys!

Comments (3)
Samuel76d ago

I love you buddy! I can honestly say that I’ve been in the exact same situation. I started at 13 and have been steadily addicted to porn until now at 26 years old. The shame and guilt can be overwhelming many times. Especially once you start getting dragged into worse and worse types of porn. I just got this app, but regardless I still want to push on. It has to get better than this. You’re stronger than you think you are. We are all in this together. We all come from different places, have experienced different things, but this is our common ground. We push on. Together. Day by day until we ALL see it through. Not just for us but for those that love us or are waiting to love us in the future. Please please if you need to call the helpline or seek out help if you need it. Even just calling a mentor or trusted friend. We all strive for this freedom together. It sucks. There’s setbacks. But we are together.

Tyler76d ago

The fact that you even posted this on a forum means you have some hope still left in you. You could've just kept to yourself, but you went out of your way to post it on a public forum. Please find any sort of help. suicide hotline is 988

Jamison76d ago

Shawn I’m praying for you right now. There is life on the other side of this. Please don’t do anything, reach out to a local church. There is love and acceptance in Jesus Christ. It doesn’t matter what you’ve done or where you’ve been. He accepts you for who you are and loves you through it all

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