Life kicking my ass
Life is kicking my ass. Don’t feel like a man. Don’t feel like I have any worth or purpose anymore. Feel like a side character of no importance in everybody’s life. If I were gone it wouldn’t really affect anyone. So socially awkward it hurts. Girls giving me mixed signals when all I want is a human connection. Have no one to hug, no one to feel comforted by. Only thing giving me comfort is the weights. Might go to the gym for the second time today. Feeling horny and emotionally drained. But this is life I guess and it’s only getting started. Don’t know if it’s worth it to keep it going.
Been there. Done that. My only advice is find Jesus. Even in the dark times there will be hope that it won’t always be that way. Life is short. Even if you suffer for 80 years on earth, it’s a short time compared to the will be joy, peace and love that there will be for all eternity if you get saved. God bless you, and praying for you. Read John and Romans in the King James Version Bible. There’s an app. What do you have to lose?