Back to Square One

After 26 days I relapsed. I don’t really know how to put my thoughts into words right now. But yeah I relapsed and despite this… I feel great? Now starting over isn’t a great feeling don’t get me wrong, however, I truly believe my body needed this. You see for the past 3 days it’s been a real struggle, it wasn’t so much about thinking about porn or masturbating, it was more about my downstairs area feeling really heavy and causing me discomfort. It got to a point where, well I gave in and usually when I’d relapse I’d feel horrible, though this time I felt much lighter and the discomfort left. Now I’m starting from Day 0 again, and I’m fine with that - sucks losing the streak but I’ll build it up again- I’m feeling confident and optimistic. Lastly I’d like to mention, I am not advising anyone to or not to follow my steps, I’m just sharing my thoughts at the moment and my mentality going forward.