After a 12 days streak( I relapsed🤦🏽‍♂️)
Guys, today I felt alot of urges since morning tried my best to not focus on them but I ended up fulfilling the desires of my flesh…I apologize to each and everyone for disappointing you all. That streak was the highest I ever went without fapping and watching porn, but here I am back to default. I believe that I can do better, I’ve trained myself to be a disciplined guy but today I disappointed myself, It was my day-off and I had a whole day to myself and I ended up thinking about that nonsense. It all started with my demonic foot fetish I have. From now on, we go again even stronger, Proud of what I achieved in these past few days, on to a new and forever streak free from porn and masturbation. 💪🏽
thanks Earless, you’re absolutely right and spot on, it’s not by might nor by power but by the help of the Holy Spirit. I’ve backslided and I would like to get closer to God again, that’s why I’ve been trying my best even though it’s not enough, I seriously need God, pray for me. 🙏🏽