something I've noticed

I've noticed that over the last week I've had thoughts along the lines of 'I can't wait to be done with this, so I can jerk off again'. kinda defeats the whole purpose of this project, doesn't it? I hold out hope that I will not feel the need to go back to how I was. I'm taking steps to purge temptation, such as removing certain accounts on Instagram. little steps leading to the big goal.