React/Regret

I don’t know if any of you guys are into the Christian metal scene, but this band was awesome and this song really spoke to me and helped me with my journey. Maybe it’ll reach one of you guys. “” Poison are the thoughts within me Kerosene is the blood that I bleed Liar is the voice that blinds me My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy Let me out I plead insanity I tied my freedom to a black hole within me Poison are the thoughts within me Kerosene is the blood that I bleed Liar is the voice that blinds me My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy I've been a filthy man my whole life Slave to the weakness in my mind Consumed by the ways of this world My fear has paralyzed me To the point of resisting Every good thing in me Every click regret and pedal pressed To the backboard of my future She caught me off guard Life sold short with the truth of No sun rising Now it's all gone The consequences seem Never-ending (Rescue me) So rescue me Save me I'm not the man I portray to be I'm unwinding And sick of being a fake This addiction has scarred My witness Without you my flesh Will always drown the good in me Poison are the thoughts within me Kerosene is the blood that I bleed Liar is the voice that blinds me My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy She says take my hand And follow me upstairs Let me ease your mind It's you and me tonight The temptress is calling out for me I will not be a victim of deceit I've heard her voice before And I refuse to let her scar my faith