Relapsed after 17 days
Day 17
by Andrew
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Well guys, I did it to myself. Drank too much last night, and decided to stay home while my wife and son went out. I didn’t leave the house to go fishing like I said I would, and it led me to a relapse. Time to keep reading the easy peasy book and learn.
You got this. Sounds like you learned something, and that’s good. When did you “decide” to view porn? Before or after you decided not to go fishing? I’ve found that if I trace my steps back, I’ve often decided before I have to decide for real, and by that point I’ve engaged the autopilot and things will go off the rails. But if I can catch the signals earlier, I can interrupt that process, but it almost always starts well before I actually relapse. Keep fighting the good fight, you got this.