Haunting thoughts
Day 7
by M
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I just had a moment of weakness (after 7 days) I had deactivated my twitter and discord accounts I reopdned them and looked at some pornographic stuff didn't jerk off tho just rubbed a bit and i know that I did it because I feel bored and kinda unhappy yk not sad but I don't feel excited about anything else rn and i've been plotting to jerk and cum tomorrow morning so i wanted to hop on here and talk about it in the hopes of someone giving me a good advice how to avoid it and should I restart my timer ? I feel conflicted because yes I scrolled through some pornographic stuff but I didn't reach orgasm or anything like that 😅
My ultimate goal is stop porn all together. And eventually fapping, however, sometimes shooting a load helps keep me from looking at porn.