I hate myself
Day 0
by Jr
308 upvotes
i crossed the line… i started to mess with the girl that i swore i wouldn’t mess with again, since we had sex, she was a pillar to my addiction with lust. and i’ve been falling back this entire week, now, i started to mess with her again. and now afterwards, i feel sick, i hate myself, and i don’t know what to do with myself… i knew i shouldn’t have, but the lust is just so easy to give into… i hate myself
Don’t feed the demons, buddy. I fucked up a thousand times—more than I can even remember—and I was like you, beating myself up for years. But finally, thank God, I understood that I have only myself, and He’s the one who will continue this journey with me. Imagine you have a buddy who comes to you broken, having done something bad. How would you treat him? Treat yourself like that. The only one who will truly be by your side in this fight is you—and you have us. Stay hard, fucker, and get up. And i promise you We’re all gonna make it dont give the demons more advantage