I relapsed

Turns out quitting porn was the easy part for me but the masturbation… For context I’m in a relationship, but I moved countries about a year ago and it’s been hard for the both of us, the point is I was feeling lonely and I got myself very deep on porn and was worried that’ll change my perception on my girl and damage our relationship, we used to be pretty active even on the phone we tend to tease each other sometimes, I was just fine for the past 12 days but now that I wasn’t lusting for 🌽⭐️ I was missing her and when I noticed I was touching myself to some of her photos as she was busy on a family vacation, I know some people don’t count masturbation as a relapse but I felt like that for me, I just wanna know if it’s really that bad missing your partner like that and if you could give me some advice Stay strong brothers 🫂 Happy mens mental health month