First Near Relapse
Day 21
by luca
42 upvotes
21 days in and I really felt like I was in the clear, and it would be easier from this point on. I was wrong! I’m now understand the thoughts that arise when I normally relapse to porn. A quick dopamine boost when i’m bored. It’s astonishing something I scold at 99% of the time can look so appealing and innocent for a moment. I resisted by constantly reminding myself how long this has taken over my life; and that I have to make this change at some point (so why not now?). It’s hard! but having this new way of thinking feels like an important step.
Good lad. As long your conscious of what you want to achieve urges will always be there as a test.