Sturggling with lust
Day 3
by Alex
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I’m 3 days strong but it feels like i’m more lustful than ever. I’m seeing normal beautiful girls on social media and they way I view them makes me feel lustful and disgusting. Like i’m clinging onto anything to spark that dopamine i’m trying to avoid. I know the change won’t be instantaneous but my mentality has been completely corrupted. I’m staying strong but my mind has been damaged in a way that sometimes feels irreversible. I’m hoping that in a week or so something in me will change for the better. Anything so that I can feel more confident in my healing journey .
When it comes the social media I feel the same way but I’ve conditioned myself even before I downloaded this app that those girls, I’ll never see in real life. Insta-models, OF models, it’s just fake bro. Social media and the porn industry work hand in hand. Especially OF models, they don’t enjoy their jobs, it’s demeaning to character for the women so keep that in mind. It’s all fake. You’re better off lusting over girls that you see around your neighborhood, use that energy to get one of them instead or go to gym