I feel like a failure
Day 0
by Nathan
21 upvotes
Went 4 1/2 days clean and I screwed it all up. Social media has got to be the worst aspect of this goal. The past day and a half it’s been leading me to this point and it got the best of me, but ultimately it’s my fault. I’m supposed to be doing this for god and for my fiancé. Instas gotta go for one. Everything in the safari is blocked but I forgot I had Google chrome and that’s what got me. Gonna go through all my social media and other internet platforms and uninstall them all for the time being. It’s hard not to hate yourself in times like this.
Thanks guys. I know yall have probably been in the same boat, especially given today’s age of technology. Trying to knock a horrible habit that’s been ongoing for more than half your life is beyond frustrating. Means a lot to have brothers support you tho. I don’t want to say it happened for a reason, but by relapsing, it led me to remove the things that tempt me the most and substitute the location in which those apps were in, with this app as well as my Bible. Still frustrating nonetheless