Let myself down!
Day 0
by Zach
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Relapsed today after 25 days. Last night I got close, and today for some reason I forgot my “why”. Excited to get back after it though. I understand why this happened. This past weekend, I ran into my ex gf of a month, and we ended up having sex that night. An all time weak moment. Alcohol was involved, and it was not my best decision. Yesterday, we talked and it was like we broke up all over again. I’ve found forgiveness for myself and my actions, but I wish I didn’t relapse. Time to get back after it though, I know that I can do this better than the first time. We are human, let’s remind ourselves of that. We are going to make mistakes, but it’s our duty to carry ourselves stronger each day.
When you don’t fall to lust you are king in this world. When you get away from those inhibitions nothing can stop you. If preventing masturbation helps you get more control of your urges then power to you bro. Keep at it. We’re all fighting the same battle for different reasons.