Nearly relapsed

Was about to relapse after a couple days. Feeling myself go straight into a period of curiosity and I looked it up again. Yet this time I didn’t have the same feelings I usually do. I was able to separate my emotions from the pictures on screen and I closed it to go straight to this app. I used the panic button and a breathing exercise which honestly helped me so much. I’m beginning to regain the hope that I had lost with years of addiction. This app, this community and my perseverance are responsible. I know this is it. I hope you are all able to feel the same way.