Girl I love and growing to be a husband

Just wanted to come on here and share. God has isolated me from my family and friends. He has put me in an uncomfortable situation, that I genuinely feel is so I can prepare myself to become a husband. The girl I love is still back where I’m originally from. I really feel God wants me to be with her. The way things have played out in our lives seems to planned for it not to work out. But, God has told me to get pas this sin and learn to control before I can be a husband. I really want a family, and kids one day. It’s what I care most about. Please pray that I can learn to control my lust. That I can do this so I can be the best husband and father I can one day. God bless!