Yall im breaking down

Try listening to music. Just scream it out. Let you body get out the emotions your feeling because that in itself is healthy. Don’t cover up the emotions with porn or whatever. Slam your next beer and start moving. Go to the park and swing on a swing. I’m 21 and the swings by my house have probably seen me more than the kids who go there

Don’t worry about her brother. If she can’t give a reason you don’t want to know the reason. Porn won’t help you right now, I recommend a walk. When I lost my girl of 4 years (16-20) I was devastated. Best thing I did was start walking. I just kept walking and listening to music and all the sudden I was at the border of the state I live in. There’s a peace to find in exploring the world we live in I highly recommend it

I know I shouldn’t and I don’t want to but I’m just so broken rn. I’m laying in bed drunk crying my eyes out bc In my heart, mind, and soul I’m supposed to be with her and I didn’t even get a reason as to why she couldn’t do it anymore. Everytime I asked she just said idk and then ended the conversation by saying she didn’t wanna talk about it anymore and told me to hang up

Relapsing will destroy your mental health. It is the absolute worst thing you could do right now. It would be devastating.

Stay strong brother go work out or play a game with no bad memories

Keep it a buck brodie, breaks up are effed either way. But mayne you’ve done a fantastic job making it to 43 days!! Hell yeah man. That shows you got resilience to deny yourself that one time gratification. Keep going mayne. You’re more than enough and your feelings are valid. Sometimes it takes a hard hit to really know our mettle but you made it this far, lets keep pushing.

don’t fold no matter what. everything sucks right now but relapsing isn’t gonna make things get better quicker. sorry brother