Relapsed after 23 days

Day 0

by Brian

June 8, 2025 at 05:44 PM

84 upvotes

I feel like God will never grant me the life I want unless I can overcome this. So I feel like I just chose lust over success today and now I feel like God will push the date further. Idk if that makes sense or if that’s a bad way to view it but I don’t know what to do. I told my fiancé I want to abstain until we get married this year, I deleted all sex tapes cuz I would convince myself it’s not the same, and I’m gonna be paying for a blocker that doesn’t allow you to turn it off. No more half in and half out. I’m completely depriving myself of all lust until I can control that powerful energy.

Comments (5)

Dan🎱•71d ago

Look up on YouTube or Spotify, Mark DeJesus he’s a good source on religious ocd. Trust me, check it out. Also look up Mike Wingers videos on heaven and judgment day for the believer. Also heads up, Both guys produce long form content so if that’s not your thing then sorry

John•71d ago

G-d loves you and is proud. He knows exactly what you’re going through, you’re his child. You do indeed have this demon to fight, your job is to fight it and you are showing that you are trying. He helps those who help themselves. Put in the effort, some days will be easier some will be harder. There will be slip ups and failures, a measure of faith and fidelity is not just whether or not you relapse, but whether or not you get back up and try again after you do.

Jordan•71d ago

Bro, God is proud of you. I don’t even know you and I am too. Just because you relapsed doesn’t mean your 23 day streak meant nothing. God wants to give you the desires of your heart and you deserve it. Just remember to stay faithful to him and the promise you made to yourself to overcome this. You got this! Keep leaning on him because in our weakness he is strong and know you’ve got an army behind you on this app 🙏🏼

Michal Navrátil•71d ago

Be a man and don’t fall back to porn and masturbation. Create a new streak immediately. Don’t say: i just failed, i will start again in 2 days. SAY: it doesn’t matter, I’m stronger than the addiction. NOW AFTER YOU FAILED IT DEPENDS ON WHAT YOU WILL DO

Kæye•71d ago

Keep us updated on the blocked. I do not mind investing in one as well because the ones that I have now are too easy to manoeuvre around

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