Day 81
Honestly guys, I thought at this point I’d be happier. I’m not. I’ve gone 81 days and I’ve never hated myself more. I grew up turning to porn for stress relief and a way to survive the emotional turmoil I faced in my childhood. 81 days clean and these emotions are just getting worse and harder to deal with. No one cares. No one cares about me as a person, just what I can give to them. I don’t feel good about being 81 days clean, I miss having the emotional outlet.
but jared dont relapse pls bro it really wont help