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Day 81

Day 81
by Jared
56 upvotes

Honestly guys, I thought at this point I’d be happier. I’m not. I’ve gone 81 days and I’ve never hated myself more. I grew up turning to porn for stress relief and a way to survive the emotional turmoil I faced in my childhood. 81 days clean and these emotions are just getting worse and harder to deal with. No one cares. No one cares about me as a person, just what I can give to them. I don’t feel good about being 81 days clean, I miss having the emotional outlet.

Comments (5)
Matthew M.89d ago

but jared dont relapse pls bro it really wont help

Matthew M.89d ago

Im 97 days clean and i spiraled into a deep depression im grateful to be off porn but this sucks honestly. ive tried to take my life recently but failed.

Jman89d ago

Hey Jared, incredible feat just about getting to 3 months clean. I don’t know you or your situation but I believe people do care about you (even if they don’t show it) and I know God does. I’d just encourage you to stay strong and not give up. Going back to porn won’t solve the real and sucky feeling you’re feeling right now. It will just allow you to loathe in them and example the for a short period of time. Not a good fix. You may already be doing this but try to find another emotional outlet like working out, meditation, etc. something productive. Don’t give up. What you’ve accomplished already is amazing and again I don’t know you but I’m proud of you and the will power you already have achieved. Stay strong man, remember why you tipped porn in the first place and don’t look for validation from other people. Keep up the good work to become everything you were meant to be. You got this.

Josh89d ago

Hey Jared this is a community man we care about you!! I just started my journey not even 24 hours in 81 days is insane be proud of that huge achievement. You’re cared about and loved man keep your head up.

Mathias89d ago

Every person is different and yes your family and friends do care about you

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