I’ve given up on everything. Brain is fried. Mentally unstable. Crashing out. Wanting to break shit and fight people. Just busted another nut and feel like shit again. Just said fuck it why not because I’ve already given up on life. Everyone talking about their futures after high school while I’m wondering if I’ll even have one. End it all? Join the military?
You seem like you have some demons man. To be honest, i would join the military. Where you are right now I was there had no drive or determination from anything. Honestly the military especially basic training those 10 weeks, no phone, no access to social media was a god send. No nicotine or alcohol just pure patriotism and shooting shit. I’m not going to tell you to join the military but at the end of the day it’s your life man.
I don’t know what else to say to you dude other than, you’re not alone. I just had this same experience but I think ahead of the game if you’re as young as I think you are. Keep your head up I’ll try to do the same.
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