Couldnt even make it the first day of April
I play with fire too much… think i can walk the edge (pun intended), but i cant and i knew better. I had even reached the point of standing up and walking over to my desk. But when I was looking something up, i fumbled and basically ended up on my 2nd reddit account which has all this material on it. Terrible. I coulda done way better. Need to pick myself up and make sure this doesnt happen again. I did go to the gym today, which makes my impulses so much stronger,
Ah yeah…. I mostly dont use that account for weeks at a time. Really stupid of me and of course first post I saw on it was some goon shi. I most likely will delete it now. I was using it for a fitness sub I like, but using it shouldnt make me relapse like this…..