Pain.

Every night I go to bed super late and it’s seems like I can’t fall asleep without watching porn. The things I look at are disgusting and after I’m done it’s like I return to normal again and I question how I even fell for it to begin with. I feel it getting to me. I used to be able to go on 20-30 day streaks but now I can barely get past 5. I feel my lack of sleep getting to me. It’s like porn induced insomnia. I really want to break this cycle and I know nothing will change unless I start trying. I’ve had this app for a while but I never posted anything until now. Please keep me in your prayers. I know there’s a version of me that defeats porn for good. By the grace and glory of God, we will prevail.