Im so cooked
I don’t know why but i can never make it past the 7 day mark. It seems like i relapse and can’t seem to control the urges as they get strong day 5-6. Now I’m even starting to feel like i want to do it. I don’t think Im getting the truly negative impact it has on you as i don’t notice a difference in my everyday life. When i first started my addiction i would feel gross and actively make the change to stop . Going 30+ days without watching it. Now i think about it every day. Hell i want to watch it rn despite me relapsing ten minutes ago💀
You got this big fella. Look yourself in the mirror and vow to yourself. You are the only person who can hold you accountable