i’m gonna try and make it two days
thanks for the kind comments on my last post. i have to quit for my girlfriend. i told her at the beginning of our relationship that i quit porn. and that i would never watch it again. it pains my heart every time i relapse. i think part of the problem is us being long distance. cause whenever were together, i don’t have my urges. i went three or four days straight earlier. then when i was alone i fell back into the hell hole that is porn. she is the woman that i love. she’s the one im gonna marry. i love her more than anything. i’m doing this for her. i’m gonna try and post everyday. i put content filters on safari and im gonna try and do other things to distract me, volunteering, video games, what ever. i will beat this for my girlfriend. i have to. it’s either her, or no one
If you do it for someone else, you’ll relapse every time. Do it for you and figure out WHY you jump back into porn after trying over and over again.