Lowkey wanna end it
I had sex with my ex and she came 3 times. But then she said it was a 10/10 and didn’t think i had it in me. Like she didn’t think i was Capable of fucking her like that. I think about that alot. It hurt my pride and my feelings. I still love her so much tho. Sometimes i hate this life I’ve made for myself. Idk what to do.
Dude this is not healthy. She’s an ex for a reason. Move on. Don’t let scarcity mindset and loneliness get the best of you. Have some self respect. Work on yourself, and while you’re at it give your life to Jesus. God will bring you a great woman to marry when you’re ready. I’m saying this with love and not judgement bro. The Conquistador Hernan Cortes burned his ships to make sure his crew wouldn’t go back. Burn the ships, and move forward. I promise you it will be alright.