Struggling

I’m struggling big time. Can’t stay consistent. Make it 5-6 days and boom right back down the rabbit hole I go. Ive got to lock in. When I started this journey I was on track to quitting by mid may. Now I’m at September 7. I just want freedom from this addiction. I know God. I read my bible. I pray every day for strength wisdom and understanding. Strength to turn away from the evils of this world and flee from the intrusive thoughts. Just down in a slump like no other. I’ve confided in my wife, and my friends. Even have a buddy who faces the same delima. Everyone is different. I just pray I can finally find a rhythm and stick to it.