How long does it take?
Hey guys, I downloaded the app yesterday. I’ve been clean for about 1 day and 8 hours. That’s really hard, urge is killing me, I’m fighting… but it’s even hard to focus at work. How long does it take to things get easier ? I used to masturbated 2 to 3 times a day. So 1 day and 8 hours is a win for me already. I am married but my wife never liked to have sex as much as I do. She was a virgin when we got married and she never liked too much physical contact so I have been having a hard time with this. As a teenager I used to have sex 3 times a day with my ex girlfriends so I was always active and now I am not. But I also don’t want to watch porn or masturbate. I am a Christian and I feel terrible for sinning. Sometimes I even think about suicide. Can’t handle that anymore.
Praise the Lord that you have a wife and you can do such things! I’m on day 62 and I do not get such outs, simply the Lord gets me through the urges and lustful temptations. I pray the Lord has a wife in store for me, though I know that I will have to be done with this sin before that day comes as He will not bless those who are in sin and lack repentance. “Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper, but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy.” Proverbs 28:13