Finally crossing through

Been on here for a week and have relapsed PMO 7 times, except for last night. I was depressed and so tired after work that I fell asleep early and woke up at 3:30 a.m. No urge to relapse, finally had a day with no PMO and it feels great to break through for one day. Sad as it is to say, being deeply depressed to the point where I don’t even care to touch is usually how far it has to go for me to begin a streak. But I’ve reached 90 before, and I will do it again.