Got caught by my gf 5 days ago

I’ve had a really bad porn addiction and I’ve been making moves to stop it, I’ve beat it for months. Around last month I relapsed and hid it from my gf she found out and I’ve been more than ever determined to beat my addiction for myself and our relationship, she’s extremely understanding, it’s been 5 days since then and I’ve had no thought about masturbation but I’ve been having trouble initiating intimacy with her and I feel bad about everything, sad and idk if it’s a correlated to me wanting to get away from porn and somehow that’s wired to me from stopping all sexual activity all together? I love her and I know intimacy is important but I don’t have a desire too?