Day 3 - L
So today has been a good day overall. I still have focus problem, but it’s better. My lust is under control and I feel like the confidence is better. I’m mostly occupied during the day, so I don’t even have the time to relapse. But I do miss talking to people. I talk with people at my school, but then nothing else. Not even my best friend I talk with outside the school. Which make me sometimes alone, especially at night time. I don’t really know how I will solve this, other than just asking. But I’m also in a self development state, in which I don’t feel like I have the time to be with friends, unless on weekends. The app says I will be porn- and masturbation-free at June 20. Until then I will write in here every day. We might never meet, but we have the same goal, let’s stick together and beat this addiction. See you tomorrow… - L P.S Little bit of topic I know, but I just wanted to let it out.
You gotta hang out with friends or make new ones, you will relapse if you don’t, you can be in a self development state and hang out with friends. It’s important to know if your friends are high quality friends as well, do they build you up or tear you down, what I mean is hold you accountable and you hold them accountable of their actions and their values. If not make new friends. You can make new friends at school, the gym, after school clubs/sports, or even volunteering somewhere. It won’t happen over night in a week, it will take time but trust the process and keep busy doing productive stuff.