Cant Keep Goingđ
Evil will not prevail over me but fuck is it so hard. Getting past the two weeks is so tough especially when the only thing I have that brings me life is God but maintaining a relationship is just as hard for me. Im so used to having these easy, no effort reward systems like nic, porn, weed, etc. now that I let them all go, my skin is crawling. And Porn has me in its clutches. I feel so horrible knowing the sins I have committed and telling my girlfriend I love her. It feels fake and she doesnt deserve this. Pray for me brothers. And to you all, God is with you. God bless.
I agree with Samâs comment above ^ The best thing I ever did was finally open up to my girlfriend about this. It was incredibly to do it, but she was very understanding and having someone you deeply care about hold you accountable is very motivating. Keep fighting brother. God sees your struggle and with you. Youâve got this