I folded
Day 0
by rick three
151 upvotes
after 18 1/2 days i gave into the urge boys, and it felt GOOD!!! godDAMMIT IT FELT GOOD!!! I can’t really knock myself up about it tbh, i lowk think i want to quit but there be moments where i genuinely feel so bothered and i was fighting those thoughts for at least a good week. I think i’ll probably just try to continuously go as long as i can, beating my previous record as often as possible until i’m done wit this addiction boys. what matters is that i’m on the right track, and i’m always trying to get there 🤝
Hey brother, not sure about your journey but I was in a very similar boat to you. Had so much pent up sexual energy and my refusal to deal with it in a healthy way had me on the hub at 23 days clean. I recommend the Mojo app. I truly think it in conjunction with this app have been a game changer for me (so far, only 2-3 days in so far). Mojo will give you information and outlets to sexual energy that straight up no fapping won’t. It helps with things like masturbation to imagination/audio, libido enhancers, cognitive behavioral therapy, etc. I am no longer just saying no masturbation. Now I’m looking at the triggers that make me want to masturbarte and doing the appropriate action. So typically we look at porn for 4 reasons: 1) we’re horny 2) we’re bored 3) we’re sad 4) we’re stressed In the past, whether you’ve known it or not, you probably just jerked it to porn anytime you felt any of these. Since mojo I have switched it up. 1) if I’m horny I’ll either do imagination/audio self-stimulation or take a cold shower 2) if I’m bored I’ll go for a walk outside, workout, etc 3) if I’m sad I’ll call or text a friend or watch my favorite movie 4) if I’m stressed I’ll meditate Now I have both a tracker for my triggers with appropriate actions, but also an avenue to “expel” sexual energy if it’s truly in a healthy way