Starting fresh!

Today is actually day 3 for me, but I just started teaching myself with the app today. I truly want to get away from porn. It’s been something I’ve been consuming since I came across it as a kid, and I never noticed how bad it was affecting me until about 6 years ago. I’ve been trying to get away from it for years, but within the last two years I’ve been more aware of how I felt before, during, and after watching and doing the deed. I miss being more focused and aware. My sex life is good but I feel like every now and then I have these thoughts that almost kill the mood for me (“what if I can’t stay up”; “I remember another girl did it like this”). I just want to live a life that doesn’t involve this at all. Glad I found this app tho, a sense of community is what we need to get through the fog. I know I do. So here’s to self love and change for the better! I’m rooting for yall!