My experience with porn

Read this if you’re having trouble quitting. I found porn when I were 13 I believe. I had seen it before when I honestly were way to young to see it. To me, it was normalized even in the beginning because “everyone does it right”. I found it right after my girlfriend had left me and the dopamine rush was incredibly addictive. From the age of starting to watch porn I slowly but surely went downhill. I felt worse and worse about myself and were incredibly unsocial. If that was from going into puberty or from watching porn I am not sure, probably a mixture. I have for so long related to so many of these “symptoms”, these consequences of watching porn. I have missed out on relationships because I didn’t feel worthy of love. I have not lost my virginity even though I was handed a perfect opportunity with a beautiful girl because I both did not feel worthy and I did not feel like I would be enough. I have probably missed out on friendships because of how I was feeling and how unsocial I were. I wonder how different my life would’ve been if I never would have found porn, or at least quit it earlier. If you are feeling depressed, unworthy of love or not big enough for women or really any bad feelings that make you want to masturbate. Trust me when I tell you, masturbating is not the answer, it’s the problem. You are enough, you are worthy of love. Quit and trust me you will feel so much better about yourself. (I felt like this for 2 years give or take and it would have helped me so much to hear this) If you are around 13 and think that you’re ugly and that no woman will ever want you, trust me that someone, if not many, will. If you quit now you will feel better about yourself. I know it is difficult but fight. Work on yourself instead of breaking yourself down with porn. You don’t want to get to that point when a stunning girl wants to have sex and you can’t get it up because of what porn has done to you. Quit, and do it today. If you haven’t noticed any symptoms you’re lucky. But trust me, if you keep going you will notice every single one of them given enough time. If you are young and recently found porn and don’t believe that it could lead to anything bad, it very much can and will, unless you stop. So quit I really hope this helps someone.