Been 2 Days since downloading Quittr….
It’s been two days since downloading the app and I’ve relapsed twice. It doesn’t even look like I’m trying, I know I’m trying to quit and am doing the best I can but in the tough moments I just seem to crumble and say “Just once doesn’t hurt..”. I’m 17 and I’ve had an addiction for the last 6 years. It hurts, because I know it’s affecting my daily interactions with girls and my general confidence, self esteem etc (you know the whole list of negatives). I just don’t know where to go from here.. I try to quit but then I eventually give in. I have OCD which shouldn’t be an excuse to blame for this however, I am uncertain of how to resist these compulsions, especially as someone who is prone to it and who wants to have the regulative ability to control myself and think before I do…
Every time you have this feeling and thoughts pray to our lord and saviour Jesus Christ for help and mercy.