Does using your imagination count?
I was never completely clean until 2 days ago, but I’ve been working down for like the past year. But I got through a really bad breakup recently which made me relapse and I was doing it like 4-6 times a day which is terrible. But I decided to use this to help me go fully. The main reason I wanted to quit was because I could not get hard in sexual situations But I was doing research and it says that using your imagination actually helps with reprogramming your brain and not rushing dopamine into ur head like watching porn. So I did it today with my imagination and tbh it felt more natural than with porn. But I want to know if that makes me los my streak or not. It’s only 2 days so I don’t mind restarting right now if that goes against it. And I’ll just learn from it and not do anything, unless it’s with another person. But yeah i would like to hear y’all’s opinions on this
I’ve tried this and it always brought me back to porn. I got a wonderful imagination unfortunately when it comes to subjects of lust, it’s been contaminated by porn. Trust God. Take strength with the Holy Spirit. Take strength with this community. Stay sober.