This is incredibly hard

I’m so used to masterbating frequently. I’m sitting here actively sitting in this feeling and it feels crazy. My stomach is sucked in on its own as if it’s being pulled in by electric force. My entire private area is pulsating and I’m getting ghost pleasures. My body is prepping in anticipation of a porn session without my permission. It’s like muscle memory. I’m not going to indulge. This feeling can be conquered..it’s not easy. But I’m so sick and tired of being my weakest self. Do you want this? Are you done being a loser? Don’t let your life and your potential pass you by. Wouldn’t it be nice to feel alive again.