random tought
yo wassup spidey here its 3am rn and tbh i dont feel the need to even think about it. i feel good yk no urges or anything, still haven’t relelapsed since i downloaded the app. its just crazy to me that i destroyed a relationship bc of fucking porn. i couldn’t get it up(happened twice) and i just straight up ghosted that girl its been 8 months now. lowkey don’t know whether to text her or not i wanne wait till i hit atleast a 30day streak yk. i feel very confident about it so thats not rlly whats bothering me but idk i think i hurt her or maybe she didn’t care about me at all idk its lowkey been eating at me recently any toughts maybe?