Almost relapsed

About to hit 20 days but yesterday I got hooked into the reels and slowly started drifting into that phase. But I caught myself, and turned to God. I was about to give in, but remembered the last time I relapsed and that feeling of shame and regret. I didn’t want to feel that again. Now I turned that feeling into rage and anger, that I need to keep fighting and remain strong. Pissed at the addiction and temptation but must not give in. Keep fighting brothers and don’t forget to pray. We must turn to God to fight this battle. We are not strong enough alone.