Day 1 down (again)

Going to bed and hoping to just fall asleep. I was 2 days onto 3 when i messed up yesterday….. it was so dumb but kinda rare haha, my close girl friend we kind of went down memory lane about s*xual things we used to do, online and irl. It got me feeling some sorta way and i got carried away. She even sent me photos from that time, not nude but literally of the same day (her tipsy in a cute pink dress). I’m trying to do good though. I go to a music festival in the beginning of April, some of you probably know which one. I really would love to meet a girl there, maybe hookup…. Even just meeting some would be amazing for me… i wouldnt want to meet a girl and not be able to perform or get hard for her, and i think being porn free would make me “hungrier” if that makes sense.