I was watching reality TV with some girls and

I was watching something reality TV with some beautiful girls… but instead of getting urges and relapsing, I thought that if I ever want a girlfriend as beautiful as these girls I need to become a “real man”. I don’t really like this expression but what I mean is I try to associate porn and masturbation to being a teenager (I’m 20) and becoming and adult mean letting go of porn and becoming a man. I don’t what you guys think, associating porn with a period of time that I’m letting behind me kind of helps.