Day 15

Yesterday was difficult. I don’t know how I made it out. I don’t know if today is going to be good or bad. It could go either way. I feel like my body wants to relapse and my mind too maybe so I have to fight twice as hard. The urges are coming back stronger and it’s going to get really hard. I hope I can make it and do more than just a few days more than the last time. I know it’s already progress but I don’t want to start over again. I want to keep going and push myself to my limits and reach them and overcome them for good and never come back. Close the door forever.