Day 0

It’s currently 11:54 pm. I need to be up in less than 6 hours for work. I went 2 and a half days without it. Allowed thoughts to consume my mind which led to me giving in. In all honesty I feel pathetic rn. I hope to find this again the next time I think about doing this crap. I’m so sick of feeling like I can’t control myself. Next time I check back in it will be 4 days later not 2. One step at a time