Hey

When I wake up tomorrow I’ll be 3 days clean. Usually I’m wayyy more tempted than this. But i have been praying and it’s kinda wild how Jesus is actually real. This first day was the hardest because I got caught in a relapse frenzy…I couldn’t stop…multiple times a day and each time I would reset the timer. It’s hard for us to understand but I’ve been laying my bad thoughts at his feet for him to crush. I feel like if it wasn’t for him I would be way more comfortable relapsing and falling into my lower self.