Again
Made it 13 days then relapsed. My best is 19, but not too focused on this as accomplishments, just markers for improvement. I’ve been depressed for a while now, and it finally caught up to me after two weeks. Me and my girlfriend had a fight, and even though we actually ended on really good terms, I still felt myself deflate and kinda give up again. Not saying all this to say this is her fault, far from it, this is an unhealthy coping mechanism that I created and I am trying to destroy, and in now way did she cause me to relapse. It always makes me honestly pissed off when guys try to blame them watching porn on their gf, its cowardly and incredulous. This is my fault I relapsed, and I’m taking it in stride, understanding what happened, and gonna get better. Don’t lose hope y’all, keep it going
Good job staying accountable man. 13 days great and the fact that you’re in a place where you’re able to not relapse more frequently with negative feelings is admirable. Keep it up