It’s a choice

I feel so stuck… I’m tired of this, I feel like it’s an endless cycle. Didn’t sleep yesterday night, full fapping. I feel like every day my mind is in a perpetual state of dizziness, I feel blurry, just wandering. This is the impact of this Bs. I am making the formal choice to shop for good. I already did 7 days but I relapsed and now it’s plenty of hours a day. I want to do it for me and my goals, some really big things for my career could be happening in 90 days, so I feel the pressure to stop this. Time is running and it’s good, time to stop. May God be with us. I found out that faith really is the way to structure my mind when I’m lost, it helped me tremendously. Good luck guys.