Can’t Stop Relapsing
Today is May 12th and I have relapsed 12 times this month. Near the end of last month I had a job interview, but I didn’t get the job and start the next step of my career. I’ve been struggling really bad with porn since then. I’ve gotten tougher on myself, where I count it as a relapse if I even look something bad up on twitter or google images. I have really good filters on my phone I can’t take off, gf knows the password. Laptop is another story though. I have a powerful filter but often have to turn it off since it often won’t let me purchase things or access safe sites. Even my gf says she hates how horny I am, I’m too much because of this addiction. We haven’t had sex in a few weeks now, but we don’t live together so it makes it harder anyways. I guess I’m just looking for some advice or encouraging words
It sucks big time! I’ve been there too (we all have). Here’s what’s helping me out. I’ve been praying and reading my Bible every day and it has been a life changer! Jesus is the only one who can get rid of the addiction and the lustful desires. Have him be the center of your life and give your life to Him and I promise you, you’ll get through it. Praying for you bro!