Relapsed 5 hours before day 34
Day 33
by Justin
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Having trouble not feeling like a failure about it but I’m gonna get back in the saddle and go again
Having trouble not feeling like a failure about it but I’m gonna get back in the saddle and go again
Not a failure at all. 34 day is a huge accomplishment. You keep on pushing, do it again, beat it even. And before you know you’ll be able to say “I’ve only watched porn or masturbated once in like 2 1/2 months. No one is perfect - be kind to yourself. You’re going to beat this :)
Did you relapse to porn or you had sex?
The feeling was immediate. Almost did it again too. Jumped to Reddit, found my old stash and god that jolt through my system. Like lightning. It took absolutely everything I had but I had to delete the account completely. I’m almost shaking from the lack of release.