Back at the beginning

I made it 30 days and it all just fell apart in a matter of minutes. I’m genuinely heartbroken and I’m so disappointed. My journey is more than no porn, it’s about overcoming my reliance on masturbating in general. I’m genuinely hurt but I refuse to let this be the end of my journey. These past 30 days have been incredibly hard but, incredibly rewarding. I learned a lot about myself. In the past I never made it more than 5 days, this time I made it a month. I’m sad, angry, and disappointed but I’m really proud of myself. For the first time in my life I really feel like I can beat this addiction. For anyone else who has lost their streak, just know it doesn’t take away from what you’ve achieved. Be proud of what you accomplished. I took guts to even start this journey. Proud of all of you. Rome wasn’t built in a day, but they were laying bricks by the hour.